﹏ from rock bottom there is only up ﹏

well yeah, im going to do the colour run not tomorrow but the next day :) im really excited.

~9 days with no razors~
~44 days free from self harm~
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um so today at school i didnt no work bc double study and then double research (already finished) and then english, watched a movie for a film study..and then tourism amd y teacher was away.....feel like yelling at my english teacher to take down a self harm poster a student made bc its really triggering.
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had a driving lesson after school..got u-turns, parallel parking, moving off from curb on hill and 90 degree parking all ticked off and ive got like two more ish lessons till i get my p's biitchezzzz.
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ummm havent talk to any guys lol at my life.
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got the colour run this sunday so that will be pretty rad :) umm yeah <3 thats about it :)
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@jen16saysrawr
<333 hope things are going well..hows your music stuffs going? :)
 
@acrayonofanothercolour hey hey i will probs talk to you over pms again some more hope things are well with you beautiful <3

~ wore a cute knit sweater today with leggings for mothers day ~ follow my tumblr http://from-rock-bottom.tumblr.com ~ have a good day~

im so socially awkward its horrible.
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i had my yac meeting and like it was all good sat through the formal meeting in the council chambers and stuff had tea and sat with andy (the bloke with the deeds, the ones hows heaps funny and random and chill) and my friend from school ashley...
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and then the meeting ended and russell came up to me and we hugged and then it was good and everything went down hill from there...like like was like how was life and stuff and i said good and all of that like small talk and then idek i zoned out and got nervous c i hate talking to people after they know everything about me like he does and like i was just pretending to listen to ashley and then i was our like teacher kinda leader person out the corner of my eye and i went and talked to her and then i turned around and i relized i didnt say bye to russell or like I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE F&CK I WAS DOING LIKE I WAS JUST AWKWARD AS HELL AND REALLY WEIRD.
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and now i feel horrible and i feel like apologising but like i dont wanna say anything if he never noticed but then i think he did and i dont even know i was just fuckking weird. FFFUUUUUU*CCCKKKKK. im so angry .
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yep @jen16saysrawr it was gorrible andi dont even like him like that i just was fucking weird like i am sometimes but he just doesnt see me like weird so idek -_-
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@acrayonofanothercolour i will deffs check out those bands! <3